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Time Flies

December 11th, 2014 Filed under: Uncategorized by luna

Can’t believe it’s been more than one year that I wrote anything here. Time really flies and I have aged a lot since I gave birth to the most wonderful daughter I could ever wish for. At least that’s how I feel. Days have gone by without meaning. I was a cow and now I am a nanny. Sometimes I feel lost, but most of time I am content with my current situation. God has been good to me. I finally have what I always wanted, but am I truly happy with myself? That is the question I keep asking myself.

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又是一梦

September 11th, 2013 Filed under: FeelingBlue by luna

那条放学的路总是感觉很长很长。路过的老宅子老院子都早已没了旧日的光芒。 这条路总是灰蒙蒙没有色彩。 我背着沉重的书包往回家路上走。 即便路过臭气熏天的茅厕我都没有力气绕道而行。 每次走到那小段我就开始练习闭气的功力。 走到院门口看到一个男孩在打篮球。 从侧影看好像我儿时的玩伴。 但沉重的书包压的我腰酸背痛,我并不打算停下来问个仔细。 踉踉跄跄擦肩而过继续往家走去,仿佛看到他眼中刹那的问号。 不去理会,我真的很累很沧桑。 只是再也没有听到篮球落地反弹的声音。 走到二单元发现前面有个黑人坐在一席家当中好似在等什么人。 我正要打起勇气去问问,只听身后二楼的叔叔说起话来。噢,不是我的朋友也不关我什么事情。 我就进了二单元开始上楼梯。 我们住在三层, 不高, 但我的脚步越来越慢。 我幻想着家里有父母的等待有他们的关爱,又温柔又心疼的问我,怎么又这么晚下学啊? 然后热腾腾的晚饭就给我端上。 我像卖火柴的小女孩一样想象着一切,用幻觉来安慰自己疲惫的心。 大门没有锁,推门进去看到全家老少都在各干各的,看电视,聊天,喜气洋洋都活在自己的小世界里,只有保姆看到了我,问我想吃点什么。 我进了小家依然没有看到我的父母。 我的心好似沉入大海。 电话铃香了,我爸爸说,我今天忙就不过去看你了。。。 我放下电话难过得低下头。 这时候我醒了, 我才恍然大悟。 原来我最需要最渴望的是有人问问我内心需要什么,谁来关心关心我。

这个梦不知道反应什么。我起来却是腰酸背痛。可能是抱孩子洗奶瓶的后果。 我发誓我不光要提供丰富的物质生活给孩子,我一定要注重她的内心世界。我要每天等她放学问她,你学到了什么,你今天开心吗? 我想做父母的本该如此爱孩子。

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100 day!

September 5th, 2013 Filed under: BreakingNews by luna

I am truly blessed that our daughter is loved by the people around us.

I feel grateful and special in many different ways.

Thank you, Leilei, Lilly, Leslie, sister Jen, Ma Kun, Cedar, Angela and many others. You guys have made my life so much better and sweeter.

Having Charlotte is a continuing lesson to be learned through out the rest of my life. Indeed.

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超人生活

July 16th, 2013 Filed under: Uncategorized by luna

夜深人静的4:30am. 我在边泵奶边打字。 一个半小时前宝宝开始哼唧喊饿,我迅速起床用准备好的奶瓶火速配了奶粉,边赶到她身边边摇晃着瓶子。 这一天一顿的奶粉是最容易最迅捷的了。 但她还是小哭了一下。 然后开始了50分钟的喂,拍嗝和换尿布的routine. 只可惜今天routine稍微改动了一下。 宝宝吃完后开始拍嗝,边拍她边发现她拉了。 还是一大泡! 因为是竖着抱结果衣服也脏了。 只好脱衣服,洗PP,换衣服,换尿片,继续拍嗝,然后哄睡觉。。。这一套全程服务花了快一个半小时。

这不,刚才她又梦中惊醒,我马上停止了泵奶大业,过去安慰哄她。。。这又花了几分钟。

今晚还算好带,像昨晚她从1AM喂后一直到7:30AM基本不睡觉。 每三小时喂一次。每次喂后就睁大眼睛看来看去也不知道想什么。 她一直都有些黑白颠倒。白天睡成个烂泥人,晚上精神抖擞希望有人陪玩。我哪里有那体力和精力啊。 熬到天亮我马上喊换人。 自己头一着枕头就睡着。 再次醒来已是两个小时后,我又不得不起床开始泵奶大业。

这日子似乎枯燥无味,但这周宝宝开始有意识的对人笑了。 当我每次喂完奶她很满意的时候就会对你笑啊笑。 这时候我就觉得再累也值了。 细算下,我晚上带孩子的睡眠不超过三小时! 周末轻松点,Q小某带我可以多睡两三个小时。

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满月话

June 27th, 2013 Filed under: HappyBirthday by luna

今天宝宝满月了!

日子过得也慢也快。 自从月嫂走后,我心情就大好,虽然自己带孩子非常累人。 到现在我们都在适应宝宝,琢磨宝宝,尽量明白宝宝哭闹的意思。 我想她也在慢慢适应我们。 一天会比一天好。 晚上带孩子真折磨人。 好在我体内的荷尔蒙让我总是很兴奋。 疲惫却睡不着也睡不踏实。 晚上只能睡两三个小时。 白天时我父母看看她,我抽空补个把小时觉。 宝宝睡得非常不踏实,白天手舞足蹈常自把自己惊醒。 晚上swaddle 她, 她也能挣脱。 看着她的小脸入睡真是件幸福的事,但她好似总在做恶梦脸上时不时有痛苦和难过的表情。偶然也会撇着嘴微笑下,但继而消失。 基督徒不相信轮回,否则我真以为她是个多愁善感喜欢悲伤的孩子。 看着她紧锁双眉,小嘴一撇,有时还痛苦的叫几声,真的好奇她在做什么样的梦。 每每这个时候,我就祷告希望她会是个快乐健康的孩子。 我不希望生活给她那么多磨难,即便遇到磨难她也可以乐观面对。

姥爷姥姥在这里帮了大忙! 姥姥做饭,从早到晚马不停蹄,动作虽慢,但我们都有现成饭。 姥爷在这里打杂,消毒奶瓶,帮姥姥打下手,帮看孩子,抱孩子我好抽空nap。 照顾个小宝宝把我们大家忙得团团转! 有时真狼狈,因为孩子不会说话总搞不清楚她为什么哭。

Q小某爸爸很乐观。 也不烦宝宝的哭闹。 前两周出院的时候,我伤口还很痛,月嫂在看宝宝,Q小某是天天照顾我,每次他看到宝宝都乐得手舞足蹈的。 现在月嫂走了,weekdays我晚上自己带孩子, 周末Q小某带。他带过一天,累得惨兮兮。 不过即便如此在偷空中洗澡时还能开心唱歌。 我真有时候佩服Q小某爸爸的心态。 人说女儿是爸爸前世的小情人。 我其实很不同意这句话, 但Q小某确实疼爱宝宝胜过我(我感觉!)。 每次姥姥说宝宝丑,Q小某就说一点都不丑,很可爱。。。 老实说,我也觉得宝宝太像Q小某,不是很漂亮。 但鉴于自己的孩子怎么看都好的这句话,我还是不得不说确实小宝宝都很可爱。

宝宝总喜欢让人抱。 有时候我抱久了伤口疼。 没办法。 谁让我是妈啊。。。就是要有伟大的奉献精神。 唉~~ 我离好妈妈差远了。。。其实现在很多时候还是挺烦她哭的! 一脸赖皮样儿!

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